Imbeciles and Bersih 2.0

Okay, the first part. I don't know why the chinese kids are making a big fuss about going back to 6th college in UM. Just because of more strict rules? I mean, what's wrong with NOT wearing shorts to eat at dewan makan? You can die from hyperthermia is it? Or your feet can fall off from the strangulation of long pants? I mean, it's such a small issue that's being fanned by stupidity. I just don't get them really. So what if 6 college is managed by a more conservative management compared to Klang? Please respect the Malay and Muslim culture... the chinese are sick selfish bastards, myself included, haha. Just wear shorts when going out with friends la.... such a simple solution. Hey, I'm half Malay and I do enjoy showing off mah sexay legs when I'm out shopping.... who's to see them back at campus anyways? And I don't want to be flamed by extremists ;D

Now, the second issue. Before I move on, I have nothing against Bersih nor do I support them. This is because my understanding of politics isn't quite good and I'd rather watch and learn first then make decisions later. I'm talking about kids who do not bother to keep in touch with national affairs. I mean, this Bersih thing has been in the paper for weeks and you don't know a single thing about it? Do you like, live in a shell buried in the sand? And I'm pointing this to Malay girls. So... oblivious. If a war were ever to happen... then you'd be the first to die just because you left the house and got hit by a bomb you didn't know about.....

And about said girls.... oh my sdgjhgdfagjs it's so embarrassing to go out and eat with them. I mean, are we that poor and pitiful that we need to steal and filch from restaurants. I mean, you know that stirrer they put in your drinks, yeah they stole those. Then came the stories of past exploits. Chili sauce from KFC... just selfish really. No wonder they don't leave the sauce anymore on the tables and you gotta ask for them at certain places. It's because of people like you. I almost died from embarrassment... I'm never eating out with this bunch of people anymore... and I only did then because we were celebrating someone's birthday.

Okay... that's all the rambling for today.

Its 2011!

A new post for the new year. I just noticed I had only 4 entries last year o_o

Anyway, I'm in my third year of medical school and life's been pretty okay. Klang is... interesting but boring. But I prefer clinical years than theory so I'm not complaining (unlike some pampered buggers here who like to complain about every little thing, eg: food. If you don't like it then scram, eat out.)

... Now I feel like ranting about this. Last week, some brat complained to the office that it doesn't like cafeteria food (I'm calling it it because it doesn't deserve to be called something human-like). Just because of one person the whole batch of 200+ people have to bear the consequences. We almost didn't have a cafeteria anymore. Personally speaking I like Klang food better than 6th at UM. If I knew who the bugger is, I'd make sure it'll go home with a permanent disability somewhere. I bet the little brat never cooked its entire life.

Now, enough with the ranting and back to real life talkings. I'll be going to Gerik for my Community Residential Program (CRP) in March. In truth I'm both excited and scared. I heard Gerik is a really isolated place, and getting there I'll have to drive through mountainous areas. I don't think I'll be driving there. But we'll be there for only for 2 weeks and I think I'll manage. I hope we're staying in a kampung-like area. I like places like that C:

And now on to another topic. I'm starting doll collecting (but I wouldn't call myself a collector as I have only one doll, haha). Planning to get a second one after Chinese New Year with my angpao money, hoho. Hopefully the doll I'm targeting will still be there after the holidays.

Tehhee, I couldn't resist showing off.
Her name's Lexxie, short for Alexiana C:

Infatuations and whatnot.

They're easy to get and not so easy to get rid of.

I've been reading waaaay too many shoujo mangas D:

It's when I think about you that I hear songs~

I think my mood is better now C:
Sorry to make all of you worried, ahha.

I wanna write more, but I'm kinda out of ideas right now ;P

I feel like I'm wasting my life away...

I don't know, I think my period's coming... maybe. But I hate the situation I'm in right now. I hate not being able to say no. I hate myself being so easily taken advantage of. I hate the current company I'm with right now. I basically hate everything around me right now.

I feel so emo somehow. I guess I can bitch about it once in a while. But what I hate the most is my puny self who can't even have the courage to be all bitchy. Seriously, I wanna bitch slap some lazy asses around here who thinks the world revolves around them. Who think I have all the free time in the world to help their sorry asses. To agree to everything they say. And the thing is I can't really say no to them afraid that they'll all turn their backs on me. Ugh, I HATE THIS PLACE.

Now that was some good stress release C:

TiK ToK

It's been awhile. Ke$ha's TiK ToK seems to be in my head. But I find the other songs in her album pretty much annoying :/ She has such a whiny voice D:

6th college dinner is coming soon. I hope it'll be good... *sigh* but why does it has to be in Putrajaya?

I'm having a pretty stressful week...

I dunno why, but it seems like everyone's true identities start popping up this week.

First it was an assignment. I can't believe someone could be SO irresponsible. It's just a fucking memo. You can fucking type it in like... fucking 15 minutes? I gave you 2 days, even the number of the person who could help you with the memo. But right before the due date to pass the folio, you fucking told me that you don't know how to do it? You lost her number? Sounds like you were being a lazy ass and wanted someone to do it for you. Thankful for you I was willing to do it, because it would effect my marks since it was a group project. I'm never going to let you be in any group with me in the future. Only know how to study, but no responsibility. You're gonna be a sucky doctor, let me tell you that.

Then, there are the liars. I fucking. hate. liars. She can easily say a lie. I know she knows I know, but I'm too kind. I keep thinking, 'it's just a small matter'. I'm too easy to be taken advantaged of. I need to be more tough.

Next, it was the business project thingie. I mean, it's a group business thing right? At least help others by actually sending all the boxes of doughnuts to the orderers room. But you were being selfish and lazy and practically left it at the dining hall for people to take, only taking your part of the order and sending it to people who ordered from you. Thank god someone told me she had a missing order and I bothered to check the dining hall. I know you have another activity later that day, but the boxes will just take 10 minutes of your time to deliver. I was already tired from going to Sunway to pick up the doughnut orders, you could at least help us by doing this small, insignificant act of kindness.

All complains are no fun, no? So I'm gonna start on compliments now. One friend of mine (I would say that his heart, mind and soul are in the right path, may many good things come to him in the future) was willing to run all the way to 2nd college to get a rogue order for his seniors. Imagine, running from 6th, going to 2nd, and running back all the way to the faculty. And our leader, he may act indifferent, but I know he has put much effort and time into our project. He was also taking part and helping in other events. Kudos to him. And another female friend. She was always on time, and helping out with the boxes and orders and never complained. She was even willing to sacrifice her time when we went to make the orders, when we asked her to follow us impromptu on the spot.

We need more good people like them :C
I hope I can be as good as them too. I know I still have room for more improvement. And I need to control my anger. I get pissed too easily. But I can only vent my anger by complaining on my blog. I just wanna say 'Shut up you bitch' out loud, but I know I won't do it, cause I worry so much about how others look at me. *sigh*

Holidays~

It's Merdeka hols now <3

A week of no classes, no lab practicals in the afternoons <3

Too bad there's an exam after the holidays, boohoo :C

Convo tomorrow...

My final year buddy is getting her Ijazah tomorrow. And I still haven't finished drawing her card.

I'm a lazy ass :C

Trouble in UM...

Security has gotten tighter in UM lately. Students from the 1st-3rd years are not allowed to bring their cars into campus. They can only go through the Damansara (PJ) gate all the way till 10th college. Anywhere further than that, you'll be stopped by the guard and asked to turn around or be asked for your identification. It really shocked me when I was stopped the first time in campus. I was following a friend to drive around campus in her car, but when we passed 10th college (near the komplex sukan area there), guards asked us to stop and asked for our identification. I was just eating dinner before the short trip, so the only things I had with me were my Kad Makan and my room keys. My friend didn't even bring her driving license (although I did asked her if she brought one before she left, but she told me 'ronda-ronda campus je. Takyah guna lesen). Who knew, kena tahan pulak. So the conclusion here : always bring your driving licence whenever you wanna drive.

Anyway, back to the point. UM has been doing something to curb the congestion in campus. Seriously, after the guards appearing, there has been less trafic around my faculty. The number of people double, triple parking has been reduced. Greatly. But the are a few problems that arise from this matter. Students who were alrady bringing cars (those from asasi, 1st, 2nd and 3rd years) couldn't bring their cars in campus. Or else they'll be fined RM50. My friend got it already. Fortunately for me, I don't have a car with me at the moment because it was sent for repairs. Talk about timing!

But UM's (or can I say, the VCs?) decision is not a win-win situation. Maybe after a while the commotion might die down. Or maybe people wouldn't care much if they have cars or not in campus. Or people will still complain and complain and complain, but not giving any suggestions or any form of help to better the situation. But for the moment, I'll just wait and see what'll happen... and I'll be car-less for the moment!

Your opinion?

I saw this article in DAP's Lim Kit Siang's blog.
(concerns medical students of UM)

What's your opinion?

Remembering back the days...

My friends from school who just finished form 6 are now getting ready to get into university. For most of them, it's their first time leaving home and staying someplace new. It somehow reminds me of the days when I had to leave home for the first time: when I had to go for matriculation.

Since my brother already went ahead of me the year before, I had little trouble with the preparations. But the thought of leaving the comforts of home were kind of troubling. Heck, I think I had trouble sleeping on my first night. But after a while I got used to it. Well, who wouldn't eventually?

I remember the hectic day of registering. I came in a bit late, and somehow lined up at the wrong block for registrations, causing me to get the topmost floor, at the very end of the corridor. But I guess that was a blessing in disguise because the room I got had an awesome scenery. Very good for stress relief *thumbs up*

I think going to matriculation was one of the best things that happened in my life. It changed who I am, from what I used to be. I used to be a very very shy person who couldn't speak up at all. In short, I was useless. I hated the me of that time. Being away from home taught me to be stronger and more independent. I think I opened up a bit after coming back from matrix.

But I think there was one shortcoming from my matrix experience. Fights with roommates! Arguments between roommates are unavoidable because you'll be with them in the room most of the time. You get to learn their bad sides and their good sides. You also find out things that you do that annoy your roommates (in my case, I laugh uncontrollably when I watch funny dramas). I know I was annoying, so I try suppressing my laughter, or watched my dramas in other friends' rooms who don't mind laughing with me. But one of the roommates couldn't stand me (and she couldn't stand another roommate who likes to sing while studying), blames us for interrupting her studies, and stormed out of the room 2 weeks before finals. I was already stressed with the nearing finals, so I guess I broke down when she left the room. I really couldn't stand her. She blamed us for making so much noise but she herself makes an equal amount of noise too. Noise from roommates is unavoidable. You have to put up with it. But I guess she too was stressed because she had boyfriend problems. Until now I still haven't made up with her... I really should though...

In UM I too have roommate problems. I have a roommate who likes to talk on her handphone when I'm studying or when I'm about to sleep. Do you know how annoying it is, when you're sleepy and want to sleep early to be fresh the next day for class, your roommate starts talking (did I mention loudly?) on the phone. She talks and talks and talks and you lay awake in bed for an hour before she finally shuts up. But I put up with her because I didn't want the same problem to occur from matrix. So I guess that's why we aren't so close like other roommates. (I'm kinda sorry for my roommate though)

[somehow this is becoming a rant, ahha ^^;;]

Anyway, going to UM is a good experience too. I learnt to be responsible. Not a lot but a bit. I was kind of active in college activities. You get to know more people, and have a bit of fun. I kinda enjoyed my first semester, but I guessed I played too much till I failed my first semester exam =_=;; . But after working harder in my second semester, I passed my MBBS course (thank god!)

I'm going to be in my second year soon. I hope I won't encounter any serious problems.

I don't like the recession :C

Because I can't buy the things I want even though they're cheap.
AND I keep getting these urges to buy useless things D:
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME? ;3;

I know I shouldn't spend so much. I hate myself for this :C

I have problems with typing 'E' at the moment. It doesn't like me ;3;

WARNING! This is a rant D:

My younger siblings are fucking lazy asses D:
Especially Hanna D:
*Oh hail the lazy highness* ... or maybe the Queen of bitchiness.
I mean, wanna ask to wash a few plates also need to merajuk D:
And is it so hard for her to actually help mama around with stuffs in the house?
(and I don't care if she reads this D:)

Faiz on the other hand will make one thousand and one reasons why he should not move his lazy ass to do some chores. He's like, Diva no.2 (No.1 goes to Hanna)

And my parents don't scold them as often as they scolded me or my brother on the excuse that they're 'too old and tired' to layan them. Now, if it were me...

And Imran. Argh, do I even need to mention? He plays the wii till 2 a.m. even though exams are nearing D: Luckily I caught him, or he could have stayed awake the whole night D:

Yeah yeah, I know I myself was a brat in the olden days. But I've started washing plates when I was Faiz's age. I think he doesn't even know how to do it D:

And yes, I know I was a bad example for Imran because I myself was the one who started the 'wake up at night to play the PC' thing. But, exam week! He should at least refrain himself there. He's taking SPM this year for goodness sake D: I know I wasn't stupid enough to sacrifice exams for games.

And last of all, the eating habit! Faiz and Hanna buys sweets practically once every 3 days. Darn 7eleven to be near the house. Although I myself am a sweet tooth, I know when I should stop taking sweets (although I know some out there might find it hard to believe this, ahha)

Lemme quote a conversation that went between Faiz and me

Me : Faiz, you should drink plain water more often than gassy drinks
Faiz : No, I don't like plain water. It's bitter.
Me : ...

And when I tell my dad to not buy carbonated drinks (and asked him to buy more juice), he came back from tesco with 2 bottles of 100 plus and 2 six-pack sweet drinks. Yeah,very healthy there. But I guess it's better than the previous Tesco trip; then it had the 100 plus AND 2 bottle of cola. Urgh, THE SUGAR D:
I fear for my younger siblings sugar level ;3;

And although I rant about my siblings A LOT... I can't help but love them :C
I can't get angry at them long enough D:

Ah, I love the holidays <3

I've been going out practically every few days lately.
Watched Angels and Demons last week. The book was definitely better.

*SPOILER WARNING* (highlight to read)
They didn't mention the the pope having a son. That is like, the basis of the goddamn book D:

*sigh*Anyway...
IT'S A RITUAL FOR ME TO PLAY THE WII IN THE MORNINGS.
Teeheeheehee *insert freaky smiley face here*
I'm addicted to Rune Factory Frontiers.
It still amazes me how farming on a game console can be such fun.

Holidays here I come!!!

I passed my exams. I FEEL SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW TTwTT

Ugh...

I need a holiday >:C

Pray for me please?
sothatIcanpassmyexams ;3;

I need to...

...concentrate on studies and stop looking at pretty clothes.

That is all D:

American Idol

I don't know why people like Adam Lambert that much. I mean, his voice ain't that great. It sounds like someone having some serious constipation (case in point : ring of fire). But I guess people of today like constipating noises?

And I wish Anoop would stop mumbling. It's a pity since I like his voice.

[ although mind you, I don't watch American Idol much. I just watched it on Youtube ;D ]

Jason Mraz

Went to his concert at Stadium Negara Last Wednesday.

Now his concert was something ;D

His live voice is definitely 3184617413278 times better than the recorded ones. And that is something coming out from me as I'm not much of a Jason Mraz fan. Heck, even my pretty boys don't sound as good as him (sorry) although he doesn't dance well like my pretty boys... but Jason Mraz dancing won't really suit his style of music, don't you think?

There was a Malaysian (?) female artist who sang Lucky with Jason Mraz. Dunno who she was but she wasn't that good. Heck, I think it sounded better when the audience was singing along at the beginning (she was late in making her entry into the song)