I'm having a pretty stressful week...

I dunno why, but it seems like everyone's true identities start popping up this week.

First it was an assignment. I can't believe someone could be SO irresponsible. It's just a fucking memo. You can fucking type it in like... fucking 15 minutes? I gave you 2 days, even the number of the person who could help you with the memo. But right before the due date to pass the folio, you fucking told me that you don't know how to do it? You lost her number? Sounds like you were being a lazy ass and wanted someone to do it for you. Thankful for you I was willing to do it, because it would effect my marks since it was a group project. I'm never going to let you be in any group with me in the future. Only know how to study, but no responsibility. You're gonna be a sucky doctor, let me tell you that.

Then, there are the liars. I fucking. hate. liars. She can easily say a lie. I know she knows I know, but I'm too kind. I keep thinking, 'it's just a small matter'. I'm too easy to be taken advantaged of. I need to be more tough.

Next, it was the business project thingie. I mean, it's a group business thing right? At least help others by actually sending all the boxes of doughnuts to the orderers room. But you were being selfish and lazy and practically left it at the dining hall for people to take, only taking your part of the order and sending it to people who ordered from you. Thank god someone told me she had a missing order and I bothered to check the dining hall. I know you have another activity later that day, but the boxes will just take 10 minutes of your time to deliver. I was already tired from going to Sunway to pick up the doughnut orders, you could at least help us by doing this small, insignificant act of kindness.

All complains are no fun, no? So I'm gonna start on compliments now. One friend of mine (I would say that his heart, mind and soul are in the right path, may many good things come to him in the future) was willing to run all the way to 2nd college to get a rogue order for his seniors. Imagine, running from 6th, going to 2nd, and running back all the way to the faculty. And our leader, he may act indifferent, but I know he has put much effort and time into our project. He was also taking part and helping in other events. Kudos to him. And another female friend. She was always on time, and helping out with the boxes and orders and never complained. She was even willing to sacrifice her time when we went to make the orders, when we asked her to follow us impromptu on the spot.

We need more good people like them :C
I hope I can be as good as them too. I know I still have room for more improvement. And I need to control my anger. I get pissed too easily. But I can only vent my anger by complaining on my blog. I just wanna say 'Shut up you bitch' out loud, but I know I won't do it, cause I worry so much about how others look at me. *sigh*